And I'm still falling
Fast and hard

I've seen no twigs or rope
to hang on to
to keep me from falling

But if I saw one,
would I hang on to it
or keep on falling..?

Gambling
Hoping
and wishing

for somebody
to catch me.

I'm falling for you
Will you catch me..?

Got this email from a friend. This is a really nice email :)



Imagine yourself as the driver in this picture.. you are driving in a 2 way lane without any separator that could protect you if anyone from opposite direction drives recklessly or is having an accident...


So how can you find out when somebody will mess up and put your life in danger?
The answer is, nobody is able find out when and how it will happen...

So what should we do?
Every driver (except for drivers in Indonesia) are carefully trained and examined before they can get a driving license. This is done to protect themselves and to protect others. In other words, when driving, the only thing we can do is to do our best and therefore making ourselves and other people safe. You have utterly no influence to other drivers...

Loving and being loved are surprisingly quite similar to this. There is no way you can predict whether your partner is true to you or not,even the seemingly best people can change too.

In loving, the only thing we can do, or should I say the BEST thing to do is to give our best and to love our partner the best we could. Try your best to understand them and if you can, give them what they want.

"Hold your partner's hand instead of expecting them to hold yours..."

And remember... if your partner does not love you the way you wanted, it doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have... if you guys have a problem, talk it out, fix it together... from those small things your bond will be stronger day by day...

If you really have done your best and they still leave you, then they did not deserve your love at all...
and believe me, somebody out there deserves your love!

Here is a little something for every soul...

Laugh when you can,
apologize when you should,
and let go of what you can't change.

Kiss slowly,
play hard,
forgive quickly,
take chances,
give everything
and have no regrets.

Life's too short to be anything…but happy...

Part one: Love

Yes, I'm in love...with my new white fluffy jacket with hoodie! Keeps me waaaaaaaaaaarm.. It has this faux fur layer on the inside ^^ It's not the best looking jacket in the whole world, in fact, it's a bit bulky on me, but who cares?! It's cold outside and I wanna stay warm. So when it's cold outside, I don't really care how ugly I look as long as what I'm wearing keeps me warm.

*pics later*

Part two: Hate

I hate hate hate HAAATE it when people see me as a party-animal! Why? Because I'm NOT!! For the last time, I am NOT a party-animal!!! GRRRR!! So what if I like dancing? So what if I like going to the club every once in a while? So what if I do drink and occasionally get drunk sometimes? Geez...really! How shallow can a person be?! Have u ever seen a party-animal that could actually maintain her grades? Have u ever seen a party-animal who is being involved a lot, and I mean A LOT on campus activities and organizations? Have u ever seen a party-animal who is one of the top ten students in class? Have u??? Would u??? No, you wouldn't!! Cos a party-animal only knows how to party, period!

I refuse to be boring, and I refuse to live a boring life!

Oh God, I am so so mad!! I am so upset!!